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Thursday, March 12, 2009

melahirkan diri yang baru setelah menempuh kegagalan.

tajuk yg agak poyo.
yes, betul.
aku mcm nk mmpus. result spm aku bagai bintang gelap di langit yang gelap.
aku terpakse menuka pilihan upu. semata2 kerana tidak memenuhi syarat2.
mcm palat. WTF.
tapi ini semua salah satu dari jalan yg harus ku tempuh yg tuhan telah 'set'kan untukku dan memberikanku pilihan:
1.untuk gagal
2.bangkit dari kegagalan.

right now, guilt dan shame yg melmpau untuk diriku merasai.
guilt kepade arwah atukku.
sumph. klu die still alive.
he would say : "ambik balik SPM" or "ambik form 6"
yang dimana kedua-duanya bukanlah kehendak nurani hatiku...

walaubagaimanapun,
terima kasih ikhlas dari dalam hatiku yg dalm kepade mereka yg memhmi dan memeberikan ku nasihat pujangga.
ARIGATOU.

2 comments:

fykaa said...

kau buat aku menangis bace entry ni :'(

syam, be patient k? its just another challenge that u have to face in ur life. life is unfair right? but somehow u'll accept it in a good way. u'll see how much failure teach u to be a better person someday.

failure is a catalyst to success. remember that! be strong bro.u always got ur frens for ur back up.

:)

caffe_latte said...

Screw SPM lah, it definitely isn't a good basis to judge people intelligence.
What I really want to say is this, don't give up on yourself just because of bad exam results and give in to what the system tells you to do. Do what you want without fear but use your failures as stepping stones.
Examinations shouldn't define us, anyone of us. Pursue what you want to.